31 January 2009

yesterday...

No, not the song. Far, far more positive than that!

Yesterday I accepted a new commission. Even though it scuttles other plans it is too exciting to walk away from. I estimate it is up to three months work, and I have until June to finish it. March, April, May and half of June were already looking pretty full. I have had to re-arrange travel plans, change tickets, and address the unfinished work I have been avoiding with sudden urgency!

The sun is shining, literally and metaphorically.

Monday I return to take photographs so I can begin the work. I can't wait!
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love story

A New Zealand artist whom I have always held in the highest regard was married today... at age 93!

Austen Deans, congratulations!

It took a while to download the story, (let it run through and load first with the sound down) but happy endings like this are worth sharing.

30 January 2009

studying...

I signed up for a relatively new language course. Much to Zacchi's delight it arrives in my emails, I don't catch the early train to Rome. It gives short, quirky lessons based on real life situations, and is good company in the evenings. The young folk delivering the course seem to be having fun with it, so of course that comes through on the videos and in their dialogue.

Yesterday I thought "I don't have time to study today". Today, after a meeting with a geometra (hard to define this role, more than project manager, not an architect... we don't have an equivalent position in anglo-saxon culture), I decided that I don't have time to NOT study.

Tonight I am revising earlier lessons. I hope I never have to say to anyone "mi prude la schiena" (my back itches) but it is good to know that "prude" (pru-day) is not even close to the English "prude"!

I'd certainly rather say "Mi prude" than "I am a prude!"

29 January 2009

so much so that...

I promised myself efficiency today. It worked! I got so much done, and was so involved in what I was doing, that I almost forgot to write a post! But I would like to be less flippant, more considered.

On Justice:
I received an email recently with a thought-provoking quotation in it.

It is from “The Hidden Words” by Baha’u’llah.
O SON OF SPIRIT
The best beloved in my sight is Justice; turn not away therefrom if thou desirest Me, and neglect it not that I may confide in thee. By its aid thou shalt see through thine own eyes and not through the eyes of others and shalt know of thine own knowledge and not through the knowledge of thine neighbour.
Ponder this in thine heart how it behooveth thee to be. Verily Justice is My gift to thee and a sign of My loving kindness. Set it then before thine eyes.
I am still pondering it, simplifying it and putting it into my own words, particularly "thou shalt see through thine own eyes and not through the eyes of others and shalt know of thine own knowledge and not through the knowledge of thine neighbour".

I think I will come back to this again.

28 January 2009

thinking hard...

I am not painting. Works are started, then left unfinished. It is a concern. There are too many distractions.

Self discipline is required... I think what is missing is my year planner. I don't seem to function well if I don't have the whole year set out where I can see the dates. Diaries simply don't work for me. Calenders don't show me enough.

Tonight I will print out, month by month, a year planner. I haven't managed to find them here. Yes, that's what I will do.

Tomorrow, efficiency!

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There have been good dumpings of snow in the ranges around the valley. Beautiful to see, gleaming in the distance. Last night I was in Venafro, much much colder than here, and very grateful that I had New Zealand wool and possum fur keeping me snug. Did I mention how chilly it is if you forget your gloves? I'm with Zacchi on the sun-worship thing today.

27 January 2009

two things a day

I wrote the post title then went to have breakfast, watching television, my "listening exercise" for today. I was going to write about my practice of doing two things other than painting, however insignificant they might seem, to progress my art career each day.

It seems more important to write about two other things.

Yesterday I went to an agency (a little like Citizens' Advice Bureau) to get assistance to make sure my application to renew my permesso di soggiorno was absolutely correct. I may be out of the country when my current permesso expires.

I was welcomed into a warm office, made comfortable beside the computer to check all my details being entered as they appeared on the screen. I noticed that the moment my name was typed my codice fiscale appeared automatically. Big Brother does watch, very efficiently. The inevitable questions came, amid laughter and banter. HOW did I ever find such a tiny spot to live in, when Italy offered so many places? This question I can answer relatively fluently now!

When I left the office I felt great; the man asking the questions asked me to let them know when my next exhibition would be. The woman with the sunny personality handling my application is now a friend; we will go to concerts and eat gelati in the summer, she will bring her daughter to see me paint.

As I ate my breakfast on my comfortable couch, warmly dressed and wearing my Christmas gift slippers, I watched a program about the problem of clandestine immigrants in Italy. Sleeping under blue plastic covers, wearing plastic bags inside their shoes to keep their feet dry, sharing the little they had, trying to hide in their shanty towns as the cameras approached, their futures looked bleak. Comradeship was really their only resource.

We sit in our houses, alone, wondering what to bake today, how to arrange our furniture, how much money we might need to survive independently in our old age. Comradeship is sometimes lacking.

The "talking heads" discussing the problem were not threatening to evict these immigrants. They were looking for solutions, and wondering how they will cope when, not if, the next four hundred arrive.

It makes my "problem" about finding good light for painting in the winter pretty pathetic, really.

26 January 2009

no post yesterday because...

the weather was bad, and for some reason the internet signal dropped to a tantalisingly low amount; not enough to open a programme, just enough to know I was getting some signal (the skype icon was green).

Luckily, a call to the technician this morning was enough to sort it out. Small town central-southern Italy means that the technicians know you by name and are friendly and helpful. (The service provider is from another town, too). Who would want to live in a city?

This afternoon I put the gas heater on and went out of the room. Shortly after Zacchi came out, looking for me, telling me something was wrong. His track record at communicating important things is pretty good, so even though I had a guest here I went to see what the problem was. The flame had gone out, and my room smelt of gas.

Zacchi, you are a little champion! Extra Scottish beef jerky for you today!

And here is yesterday's baking, just to show that I haven't forgotten what a kitchen is supposed to be used for!